A poem or nothing!!!

Poetry has kept me alive

Rhyming the words

Placing them in a proper sequence

Taking them out of my heart

One by one

Giving them the shape of a poem

They are my emotions

Enclosed in the wall of a poem

Out of my heart

So that I could be free

But they are emotions

Sticky as they are

 they seep back in

And I fail to be free

And the words lose their significance

And it just becomes a simple poem

Just an entertainment for whoever reads the words

Sometimes pity

Sometimes ignorance

Sometimes empathy

And Sometimes sympathy  

But what is it to me

My pain only I can feel

I hide it behind my aloofness

I hide it behind my smile

But the hurt , the joy

Everything’s there

No matter what I say

I don’t think I am really true

And I don’t know if we can ever be..

If it was only truth that we said

Our conversations would be so messed up

But the fact remains

Some day’s I am even fake to me…

That’s why I don’t believe in my words

Only what I do  

Only what I do

And honestly, that’s me

Not even I can hide

My words are not me

but my actions are

That’s all there is to say..

Gods knows if this poem is also fake from the fake part of my fake heart

for the fake mind of yours.

PS. Everything’s an illusion to me… everything’s a joy everything’s a lie everything’s a truth everything’s love everything’s hate everything’s important and last but not the least everything’s meaningless