just the smile... :-)

the suffocation in my lungs

that had always been there

unable to breathe

unable to walk

unable to see

unable to speak

unable to listen

unable to believe

freely, truly, crazily

that suffocation left me today

the doubt, the anger , the suspicion

on my world

on my city

on my colony

on my home

on my friends

on my family

on my lover

left me today

that suffocation left me today

as I awoke only a hint of suffocation was there

just a hint

telling me that the suffocation has left me

which made me doubt myself

which made me doubt my worthiness

which made me doubt my existence

which made me bitter

it left me today

that suffocation left me today..

as the sun, woke me up with it’s first rays..

I looked out of the window

Took a deep breath

And realized that the suffocation had left…

And that I was perfect

I needed no change

I vaporized then

I mixed into the universe

…

At that moment

I realized the truth of my existence…

I and the universe are the same..

I am the universe and the universe is me..

There is no bifurcation

There shall be no fight

There shall be no tears

There shall be no jealousy

Because everyone is me and I am everyone.

This realization set me free

And I could breathe myself

I could dissolve

I could float

I could fly

Go anywhere

Be with anyone

Because there is no VIBGYOR 

There’s just the rainbow

Rainbow is the only truth

There is no red, white, black, yellow, orange, purple..

And as I floated inside myself..

The make believe lips of mine

Generated a smile

And that smile was carved on my make believe face

like the stone paintings of the past

to remain etched forever

now the universe is smiling…

&  what remains is

just The smile..

just the smile..

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                    -   SA