Someday Somewhere...

I was looking for my Mobile to know what date is today;
 but does it really matter what day, when or where????

the real thing that matters is what we have in our hearts...

truth or lie...
honesty or dishonesty...
forgiveness or revenge...
helpfulness or wickedness.

There are many things we look for in life.

Yes, every now or then we are looking for something or the other.

Sometimes I wonder, Why do i break my head all the time?

Seriously why??
Why do i need answer for everything???
why can't i just move on?
Why can't i forgive the wicked?

Who have done what they have done because they got what they got....

Why am i holding them up in my life in my mind??
Why not forgive them and let them go?

Go away you wicked people... go away from my mind...

i forgive you..
be blessed be happy
i won't curse... i won't care...

i 'm letting you go...

i can build my mansion again;
i can rise again;
i can trust again;
i will be what makes me;

ME

i won't change because of you..
i won't lose because of you...
Oh! wicked people

You are free...

To be true you are not my enemy..

My enemy is only me and my friends are many...

No matter what  situations or surroundings are,
If i lose it is only because of me.

No matter what, If i give up it is because of me.
the blame is mine because the effort has been mine..

No matter what road blocks you put...
the decision to stop has been mine...

I may share the winning trophy with my associates;
but the entire share in the loss is mine.
because the decision to stop has been mine.

Though you are irrelevant in my journey of life,
but you got to listen to this,
 anyways you are more interested in my journey than yours..

So listen...

though there is darkness all around my life now...

but listen my dear...

like the sun does not shine in the night;
but he is still burning...

So am I...

though you can't see but i am burning
I am burning...
with excellence...

And When my night goes 
My morning will come....

then,

I will shine as bright as hard as fierce

as our sun...

That you will put your Sun glasses on...

Sonu Anand

Anger is costly...

Since, I can remember I have known anger to be extremely costly in other words you can say it is a luxury for those who can afford...

Because every time you get angry it comes with a price tag.

Costly
Very Costly
Somethings money can't buy for those things you pay forever.

Someone's  irritates you, your  blood boils and you thrash that person.. or if you work for them you quit or if its your spouse you divorce them...

These are the   things which after sometime may seem irrelevant.

Your partner's irritating you on the fon... you throw the fon BOOM.. fon gone. but  partner's there and you are not even angry now... What to do??? somethings gone are just gone.

You may have noticed the people who get angry on silly irrelevant things are mostly on their own who will want bear them and WHY????

Because there is nothing in this world what you can get from me and only from me....
Every damn thing has an replacement...


So, I hope to keep anger aside and not be replaced.

Because i can be replaced you can be replaced ... every damn thing can be replaced.

Beware.. and don't be angry unless necessary...

or You are desperate to be replaced ;)
(like there was a person in my life who would do the same things and irritate me, con me in the same way but very sweet talker.. i let that happen few times.. but then enough is enough So... )
-SA

DROPS OF LOVE

DROPS OF LOVE

In the times of Swiss lewis, tax max, wiki mikki, 3G2G,

UG MG, CWG;

I money u money eat money sell soul money…

The circle of life on money…

Days getting darker and nights even more…

Who keeps all bright and who helps the axis roll,

In this crazy dazy hazy world… who cares?

Who cares? More than Swiss and lewis

About others?

Who cares? About others before themselves ….

Who? Cries when others do, who bleeds when other do????

Few very few…

Who labors continuously and sincerely….

First few days for their stomach… and rest few days for others…

Who lives for their own dignity as well as trying to get it for others too…

Who thinks everyone who breathes should be treated as one????

Few very few?????

I know one of those fews….

Lucky to know one.

Lucky because they are the ones who help keep the circle of life on axis…

Few drops can make an ocean…

I just hope these few keep on believing this;

I just hope these drops of love make an ocean of love one day.

Sonu Anand

Explorer of life.

It's been a long time.. a very long time. It seems i have made it a habit of apologizing for the long gaps in my blog entries.  i should start like this without any explanation and everything will be explained on its own......

Once upon a time, there was a boy named Sonu Anand... who was clueless :)))))))))) about life and what to do with the one he was in control of. He wanted something perfect and in this cause he kept fighting the odds which were many. His friends became enemies and enemies didn't seem to care about him anymore as they felt he had made one worst enemy anyone could have i.e himself.  He kept his wellwishers always worried about what he will make of himself. He has been a person who had been given proper support for whatever he wished but he wanted a perfect everything. He ruined many of his productive years by looking for picture perfect life not realizing that life is not still it is moving... you can have a perfect moment but not life.... So, one day he stopped looking for perfection in himself and others. because there is no bar for perfection He realized a person can do only one thing what he is capable of.. it may be less it maybe more. No reason to cry over it as they say he accept himself as himself  and then the code for success was broken and he became accepted by one and all. Hence, he lived happily ever after ... :))  Welllllll almost ;))



Recently, i read  David Copperfield by Charles Dickens ...It started with this line will like to share it.... It goes like this....

WHETHER I shall turn out to be the hero of my own life, or whether that station will be held by anybody else, these pages must show.

Sunny Day

Not every day is a Sunny day.

You wake in the morning,
Completing  first few tasks,
You realize
 today is no Sunny day.

It can't be....

You can't get whatever you wish for every time...
Life is no dream
It is not a party..
where the guest list is according to your wishes..your preference..

Life is a bouquet of flowers..
with variety..
good bad and ugly...

what you don't like pluck it out...
cut it out....
throw it out....

be FIRM
don't accept..

NEGATIVITY..

don't accept the ugly flowers.
don't turn around...
face what you got...

because not everyday is a sunny day...

It's true but you can work on for a moonlit night.

Don't sit down;
don't lose SELF belief;
Don't wait for tomorrow to be a sunny day.

As there is no tomorrow.

Tomorrow is nothing but the product of today.

Your hard work
Your sincerity
Your patience
Your persistence

adds up for a Sunny tomorrow.

No matter how long dark days remain....

but you can make your days sunny.

It is you only you who decide....

So what do you decide..

do you realize you have to decide today..

Do you realize you have to decide now.

As there is no tomorrow...

WITHOUT A HARD WORKED TODAY

Sonu Anand

Hold my Hand, Walk by my side.

Oh my dear, hold my hand, walk by my side,
be with me when I'm in need, when I'm in pain,
be my everything, be my sunshine,
be what sun is to plants,

Hold my hand walk by my side....

Save me from plotters,
guide me through their plots and sub-plots,
make my innocent mind aware of their crookedness,
hide me from their evil eyes,
keep me safe in your embrace...

Hold my hand walk by my side.....

I am not in need of false fame,
i am not interested in bad money,
i am not interested in only winning,
I am not interested in betraying others for my gain...

Please hold my hand walk by my side....

I want to be alive,
I want to live my life,
I want to experience every moment,
I want to live in present,
I need your support to be  my guide,
A Friend, An Umbrella,

Saving me from the unpredictable rain of hate and jealously always...

Oh my dear, please hold my hand walk by my side

I need you to be my master, my friend what ever there is to be ...

I want you to be....

You have to hold my hand and walk by my side

as for me you are my reason of being, you are my universe.

Sonu Anand

Freedom to me;

Used to be doing whatever I wanted to,
Playing all day long,
Sleeping all day long,
doing the exact opposite of what my elders and teachers asked me to.
As for me no one could control me.
As i was a person of free will.
Even if it meant harming my interests.
As to me freedom was more important .

Freedom meant being able to do whatever i wish;
Not studying for my exams and expecting to pass.
Not preparing a part well and performing exceptionally.

But now times have changed I have changed,
the meaning of freedom has changed for me...
What it used to be is not now...
Freedom now is not about Physicality , It is about mentality.

Freedom from region and religion.
 Freedom from Ugly prejiduces.

I believe no one can make you a slave,
you are a slave of your own false beliefs,
of your own wrong choices.

If i am free in the mind I am free in the world.

Freedom to me:

Is taking responsiblity of my actions,
Not playing a blame game.

I believe I am a free man and will remain so,
as almighty has given us free will to choose what we want to do what we want to be...

We should respect him and make our decisions wisely..

Freedom is to be able to do the right thing even if it is not what i personally want to.

Finally, Freedom to me

is being and behaving as the real me,
and not getting bothered about what others might say or react.

Freedom is fighting your fears till you are truly fearless. 

The way to be free is to perform your duty truthfully and be true to your soul.

Sonu Anand.