26 June, 2009

money O money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Now i have completed my graduation. I don't think i want to pursue studies further. So, now i have to earn money to feed myself as soon as possible and this is what came to my mind...........................

money O money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

never thought you are so important,
never gave you that importance,
never i had to work for you,
never dreamed i will write for you.

money O money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

always you were there,
always my wallet was full of you,
always you were allotted to me,
always i assumed you as my silent companion.

money O money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but it is hard to keep you around,
but you have a big ego,
but want to be respected,
but you are a dictator.

money O money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

how can i follow my dream,
how can i be what i want to,
how can i just be your slave,
how can i just work for you.

money O money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you bring more sadness than happiness,
you make us work like machines,
you result in a lot of enmity,
you turn wise men into crooks.

money O money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i urge you to be lenient,
i urge you to stop punishing people who misuse you,
i urge you to loosen your standards,
i urge you to come easy to wise men too as you come to crooks.

money O money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We expect you to be a bit more forgiving.

Sonu Anand.

22 June, 2009

Where am I ???????????????????

I am not writing.
I have just completed my Graduation this month.
Waiting for my result
figuring what to do
Having fun ,
and waiting for real life to begin?????????????????????

Sonu Anand

06 June, 2009

wrrfomlzegybi0523w/ travel

It is chintu ........ it is good na..... this is what my sister's 4 year old son says after writing wrrfomlzegybi0523w. now he wantst o writew more;dueaxtbtculiopergfcdrfhedrxhrdcnncbbb n nmnmgyjiamnuipmbtxsh. esuhpokjtcaqvgnjmgrv020574i43210jvbbjgjgzcghbhmhjhtcdfyjghntrhf.gdhrghgfcghjuvddkbfjgnbn vvcccvbnnnbnbbnbngncvvnvnnnv1```````````````````````gsvdcdfvgdfvgfhngnhnbvnbhn mfn c x
i now say that now you have written, tell me what it is.... he says why you always talk rubbish can't you read that the photographs i saw of yours were nice. this is what i have written........ now he has found interest in the kitchen so he is there helping his mother cook.

TRAVEL
Yesterday i was travelling by bus wrote a blog entry on my mobile but when i tried publishing it, don't know what went wrong it vanished no network, no blog.

for last few days i have been travelling started from mumbai to chennai then to hyderabad(now) on monday will be back in mumbai. So was not actively blogging but was reading my friends blogs.

I started my journey from Dadar stn. As usual i had a waiting ticket. I had taken a sleeper tic hoping that tics are more in this class and will get confirm. but NO and since i had booked online it got cancelled. :-)
I have felt these days what ever i have in my mind that is stuck happens....... i had a ( ) in my mind to travel general class once. so here i had a chance bought the ticket for general. There i meet one guy who said he opens the door of the general bogie he said he will get me seated i will have to pay 100rs. i said it will be more than good. when i reached that place with him i saw atleast 200-300 passengers in a queue to board the train............ i told that guy i am coming in 2 mins. he said come back soon or your seat goes. I left that place and said to myself i cannot do this..... I have 100 rs that i can pay but what about those who are standing there for many hours and expecting to get a seat. i said this is not fair. i left i thought i will talk to the TC. to convert my tic to sleeper i will manage. When i was went to that guy he was super busy saying that the train has 80 waiting list passengers and nothing can be done.

I said to myself " sonu you always wanted to travel general once this is your chance." i waited and waited and when the train started i boarded a general compartment.

GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
there was no place to stand.......
i looked inside women children men all packed in like potatoes in a gunny back. ffuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.ffffff....
i looked no space ....
children crying ..... men fighting....... women siting ........ i wondered how they move about.........

i could not imagine...... i was standing and reading a book..... it was ok..... no language understood by me...... people talking in marathi or tamil........ nobody was talking to me........ they looked at me like i was a intruder who didnot know how to behave among........

when i had to travel sleeper class i used to say..... to people this government should not run sleeper train.... in this country..... you get the feel of how wheat feels when it is being baked in the oven. only AC trains......

but now what do i say: i say to the government please run all general trains like they are running sleeper trains......
i now understand this country has a long way to go........ when you have currency in your pocket when you feel the whole country is developing every one is like you every one has a bed to lie down in the night when .....................

Finally when the train stopped at Kalyan...... hundreds pushed in again...... can you imagine in space for just 40 passengers they were travelling don't know how much........????????????

i really wonder why this has not happened by now regular and daily all general trains..... GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

they say railways is in profit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! do something my friend make your fellow humans feel like humans not cattle........ when i used see a truck full of goats or chicken tempos i used to ask my dad why can't they be treated well he used to smile..........................

NOW i know the answer..............

i was suffocated this time when the train left kalyan............ i started waiting for Pune when it came...... i was like .... ohhhh i couldnot get out because after 10 people got down........ 100s charged in. ii ii iii i with alll my strength with request and anger stormed out.....................
one man standing out said" today the train was too packed" i smiled............ relieved but looked back couldnot imagine how can people travel for 24 hrs sitting in same position almost...... they will reach chennai... tomo.......

i went to the TC. now and asked him to fine me and give me a sleeper tic. he did that and you know what i got a confirm birth after 30 mins sitting on the head of the TC. why could not this be done before.................. i have lost my trust in railways............... but this is the best in the world.........????????????? who said so????????????? donno???

Next day, when i started getting baked............. i laughed ???????????????

what can i do.............

Sonu Anand

ps. family don't take note.

02 June, 2009

Can i say Sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can i say sorry, and will it be fine then.

my presence disturbs you,
you hate me for reasons unknown,
what is wrong with me..can i know,
lets admit i am simply annoying,

can i say sorry, and will it be fine then.

i said something i didn't mean to,
i did something i didn't want to,
i wrote something i shouldn't have written,
lets admit i was immature,

can i say sorry, and will it be fine then.

i believe you had loved me and i didn't care,
i know you respected me and i couldn't acknowledge,
i realize you thought highly of me and i couldn't rise,
lets admit i was incapable,

can i say sorry, and will it be fine then.

i am sad when i realize what i have done to you,
i am disturbed when i realize how much my words have hurt you,
i am ashamed when i realize my behaviour has affected your self esteem,
lets admit i am human,
begging for another chance,
will keep it straight this time,

can i say sorry, and will it be fine then.

Sonu Anand

PS. there had been few problems regarding viewing of my blog. I have changed the template, didn't want to do it as changing a template is like changing the structure of your house which you love, but since it was creating problems had to do it, changing font colour was not solving the problem. If you find any other problem do let me know without hesitation. As after reading my blog you become my friends and to be true suggestions really help. Suggestions and ....... more than welcome. No offences here. Thank you and keep reading

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