Sunny Day

Not every day is a Sunny day.

You wake in the morning,
Completing  first few tasks,
You realize
 today is no Sunny day.

It can't be....

You can't get whatever you wish for every time...
Life is no dream
It is not a party..
where the guest list is according to your wishes..your preference..

Life is a bouquet of flowers..
with variety..
good bad and ugly...

what you don't like pluck it out...
cut it out....
throw it out....

be FIRM
don't accept..

NEGATIVITY..

don't accept the ugly flowers.
don't turn around...
face what you got...

because not everyday is a sunny day...

It's true but you can work on for a moonlit night.

Don't sit down;
don't lose SELF belief;
Don't wait for tomorrow to be a sunny day.

As there is no tomorrow.

Tomorrow is nothing but the product of today.

Your hard work
Your sincerity
Your patience
Your persistence

adds up for a Sunny tomorrow.

No matter how long dark days remain....

but you can make your days sunny.

It is you only you who decide....

So what do you decide..

do you realize you have to decide today..

Do you realize you have to decide now.

As there is no tomorrow...

WITHOUT A HARD WORKED TODAY

Sonu Anand

Hold my Hand, Walk by my side.

Oh my dear, hold my hand, walk by my side,
be with me when I'm in need, when I'm in pain,
be my everything, be my sunshine,
be what sun is to plants,

Hold my hand walk by my side....

Save me from plotters,
guide me through their plots and sub-plots,
make my innocent mind aware of their crookedness,
hide me from their evil eyes,
keep me safe in your embrace...

Hold my hand walk by my side.....

I am not in need of false fame,
i am not interested in bad money,
i am not interested in only winning,
I am not interested in betraying others for my gain...

Please hold my hand walk by my side....

I want to be alive,
I want to live my life,
I want to experience every moment,
I want to live in present,
I need your support to be  my guide,
A Friend, An Umbrella,

Saving me from the unpredictable rain of hate and jealously always...

Oh my dear, please hold my hand walk by my side

I need you to be my master, my friend what ever there is to be ...

I want you to be....

You have to hold my hand and walk by my side

as for me you are my reason of being, you are my universe.

Sonu Anand

Freedom to me;

Used to be doing whatever I wanted to,
Playing all day long,
Sleeping all day long,
doing the exact opposite of what my elders and teachers asked me to.
As for me no one could control me.
As i was a person of free will.
Even if it meant harming my interests.
As to me freedom was more important .

Freedom meant being able to do whatever i wish;
Not studying for my exams and expecting to pass.
Not preparing a part well and performing exceptionally.

But now times have changed I have changed,
the meaning of freedom has changed for me...
What it used to be is not now...
Freedom now is not about Physicality , It is about mentality.

Freedom from region and religion.
 Freedom from Ugly prejiduces.

I believe no one can make you a slave,
you are a slave of your own false beliefs,
of your own wrong choices.

If i am free in the mind I am free in the world.

Freedom to me:

Is taking responsiblity of my actions,
Not playing a blame game.

I believe I am a free man and will remain so,
as almighty has given us free will to choose what we want to do what we want to be...

We should respect him and make our decisions wisely..

Freedom is to be able to do the right thing even if it is not what i personally want to.

Finally, Freedom to me

is being and behaving as the real me,
and not getting bothered about what others might say or react.

Freedom is fighting your fears till you are truly fearless. 

The way to be free is to perform your duty truthfully and be true to your soul.

Sonu Anand.

Someone said

someone once said to me... either you enjoy or you work... this is life...

I decided to Enjoy my work. I believe this is life.

-Sonu Anand

Stallone stallone Stallone :) You are the best

Let me tell you something you already know. The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It's a very mean, and nasty place an' no matter how tough you think you are, it'll always beat you if you let it. It ain't about how hard you hit, it's about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward, how much you can take and keep moving forward. That’s how winning is done! If you know what you're worth, then go out and get what you're worth. But you gotta be willing to take the hits and not pointin' fingers saying you ain’t where you wanna be because of him, or her, or anybody! Cowards do that, and that ain’t you! You’re better than that!



- Rocky Balboa

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Z5OookwOoY

i hate it when we try to do things for other people's happiness. Forcefully, we can't work for someone else's happiness

Burdened for life???

I close my eyes,

I can see,

I can sense,

Thousands of thoughts crawl past me.

Most of it relates to my dealing with humans.

I was born to humans,

So, I am burdened for life to behave like one.

I have a tendensity to ask myself.

Why me? Why only me??

Why should I be the perfect picture of humanity.

Why should I acknowledge the heart?

When I don't see others doing so.

Why is that I am aware of the difference;

between humans and other species.

Whereas others are not.

What made me aware?

Why this punishment only for me?

Why can't I forget the truth?

Why I am burdened for life to behave like a human?

This realization is very cruel

This burden is very heavy.

Sometimes this is termed as fake,

Sometimes this is termed as overdoing.

But every time it is termed as trying to show myself

Worthy, Intelligent, and so on….

Is behaving like a human so rare;

That it is termed to be an extraordinary state.

When I ask myself,

What is this realization,

The answer comes is….

Nothing….

Realization is not weighed.

It is felt…...

When communicating with others:

Adjusting to the sentiment of the other human,

Acknowledging their pain,

Accepting their stupidity,

Bending without getting broken;

To adjust the other one's ego.

It's all good.

All fine with me.

The feeling that:

I am burdened for life for being a human arises,

When a new realization strikes me….

That the other one I am dealing with is a human too....

The problem starts here....

The question is:

Why me? Why only me???

Why can't the other one

Acknowledge their human genes too?..

Why they have to use the residue genes of their last birth.

Why can't I behave like them.

Why I have to pay the price for being a genius.

Who understands what humanity is all about.

(almost)

Why I have to be burdened for life

To behave like a human.

Someone says be brilliant

But don't show your brilliance.

Be smart but don't show your smartness.

All you have to do not be a dumb,

But act as one.

The burden will be felt but it's impact will be less.

& so called humans will be happy too..

& you lead a successful, happy, stress free and weightless life.

You will float like a feather inside the human body.

But to not be burdened for life,

You need to act in real life.

Sonu Anand.

for my birthday

17/04/2010

 

friendship can happen among EQUALS.... or when we pretend to be so... there's no other way. if it's not so... then we are senoir- junior or worker -employee or so on... yesterday met a boy of 4 yrs we became good friends ... i questioned why... i realized i made him feel he is no less than me. may be more. what a great... thing to realize that too on my Birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME.

I Quit

My Dearest,


There are people in our life who you admire so much that what ever they say is an irreversible line for you. You are one of the few people in my life. I may lose my personal benefit but do as you say. I may leave my personal work untouched but complete what you say. This is a fact and I don’t think there is any doubt about it.

You have known me for long. You have known me since I knew nothing. You have been instrumental in whatever I have achieved. There has been a few times when you have been angry or to say annoyed with my behavior. There has been few times when I have not liked what you said but I knew you are few of the people in my life who has not to be questioned.
Never can I believe you are wrong. I have seen you working passionately and with 1000% dedication.

You know I cannot speak much. That’s a fact. I may memorize few lines and speak but in reality I can say nothing, I may say to people whom I don’t care, may leave people whom I don’t believe but I believe you. And I know you wish the best for me..

Thinking for a long time, but couldn’t say I don’t want to be a loser. If I am unable to complete something it haunts me. That I failed. I have failed in a few occasions before and it really hurts. I still remember what I failed in… I believe at least I should try, try my best. Rest is not in my hand. I am not the one who will decide that.

I need to finish the a few things. I don’t think I will be able to do the your works after one or two days as my few things are not less. I also have to complete the assignments of my college in a week need full time for that. I have also submitted form for my masters at a respected university. I want to crack that. I will accept failure if I try but not before that. For this I need to quit the work I am doing for you. So, today I will have to say I quit because my life is different from yours. I admire you but I need to let someone admire me too. For that I need to work on my personal goals and in that your work has no place.

I am really sorry but I need to Quit. As if I am successfull you will say you knew me or I will not be in a position to even cross your mind in years.

The truth is sweet and bitter. It is better if we accept what is as it is.

Yours faithfully

ps. fiction/non fiction.

synopsis of My play "Jai Durga Maa Hotel"

"Jai Durga Maa Hotel"

This Play deals about Bhaiya Bhabhi Who are the owner of this hotel set in their house. This hotel is situated in a Slum or Rural area of Urban Mumbai. Bhaiya is a Marathi while Bhabhi is from U.P. The Play is seen through the eyes of a Nepali who has run from his home and settled here his name is Lucky who considers himself unlucky. After losing all chances in his life Lucky wants to try his hand at acting. He also falls in love with a girl Soniya left alone by her father whose whereabouts are not known. There are few more characters who help the play move forward like- Mahesh( A call centre employee), also David, Pandit and Maulana three friend who always bully others. Now a little about the story, Bhaiya Bhabhi have a daughter who is mentally slow and they are worried about her future and there is Bhaiya's past failures which haunts his present life and relationship with his wife. They both don't bother about each other when they are together but due to few differences when they stay away from each other. They discover the love for each other. With the help of different emotions like Humour, Anger, Regret, Sorrow this plays talks about the owners of a lower middle class hotel who realise that the fights are part of a relationship but the best relation is of the one who fights and forgets. Hope You Enjoy the play.



Sonu Anand

Beg! Beg! Beg!

Beg! Beg! Beg!

Please please please..

Give me some work..

I will give my best..

Please man,

Have heard of you a lot…

I will not let you down.

Beg! Beg! Beg!

You-

Do it for work,

Do it for your family,

Do it when you propose,

It is an easy way out!

Beg! Beg! Beg!

I don’t beg..

I just don’t want to sound arrogant !

Oh My God!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You don’t want to sound arrogant

Ya, you are right

Even empty vessels are sold

At high price these days.

You are right

Don’t mind

But

Beg! Beg! Beg!

This is what you can do

If you know your work,

If you are talented,

If you believe in yourself

How can you

Beg! Beg! Beg!

If you feel you get work

If you feel showing yourself fool

You are making someone happy

Then my dear friend you need a reality check,

Because

Beg! Beg! Beg!

Is not the answer

Integrity is an important word,

Not only for the English language

But also for a person having self respect.

The place you work requires begging,

Quit it.

You lover wants you to beg for love,

Quit it.

Your family wants you to beg for support,

Quit it.

If you are talented,

If you work hard,

If you give your 100%,

Then don’t:

Beg! Beg! Beg!

You just

Stand straight,

Head Held High,

Full of confidence,

Full of pride.

Also,

Full of love &

Full of compassion

You may wear tattered clothes,

You may stay in a broken house,

You may lose all….

But

You will be happy

Your honest supporters will remain

You will have your integrity intact

You will have your peace of mind.

Which can only be achieved-

If you believe in yourself,

If you are honest towards the duties of your life.

As it is truly said,

Those who believe in themselves,

They don’t Compromise

They don’t

Beg! Beg! Beg!

Sonu Anand

Is it ????????

Hi God!!!

How are you?
must be fun up there..
Here, I am good.
No complaints today...
Just wanted to converse..
Confused about a few things...

Clear this first of all,
You are one we all know that
then why????
Did you allow N no. of faiths to flourish...
You could have send someone to clear this...

Or is it true that;
there are N no. of heads up there....

Is it??????

I love you, I always have.
Always believed you....
Admire you for the fairness you have bestowed me.
I completely believe you exist as you have always shown me the right path...

So does various others of other faiths other than yours.

My grandpa and their grandpa have killed each other many a times,
just to prove their faith is reality and not a myth....

I told my friends you are very fair;
as you have never intervened between the fight of the faiths...
that questions your existence.

Is it that all faiths are true or all of them are same...

because a guy told me his god is going to punish me for following you....
I told him the same... haaa haaa

By the way, i know you are not going to answer this;
as you expect us to use our brain, the intelligence you gave us.....

We can't
Not on subjects related to you...

Decisions we take are decided by one of the two parts of the precious body
you gave us; Heart & Brain...

All the decisions related to you are taken by the heart...
that's a default set by you as you created us....
this is what i believe.

Do you know we have got smarter,
few of us can use the brain too... on subjects related to you...
but that results in innocent life's....
can't help it.
Devil sends his men too,
who disguise as your men.

God, you will be happy with me,
One day i was discussing you with a friend of different faith.
I realized two faiths can't be discussed without breaking of heart....
I suggested silence on comparisons of you and your different names.

You have kept mum,
You know everything,
You know whether you are one or you have competitors,
or is it just the case of different names.

You have been silent;
So should we,
Is it ???????

You won't tell,
You want us to use our hearts.
But some will use their brain too,
Can't help it.......

As devil sends his men too...
and you know that...

Love you always...
and in any condition.
But i do wish,
you do something about this soon.......

Sonu Anand

How much I wish….

How much I wish….
I had known this before…

When I was 1; I wanted to run.
When I was 6; I wanted to be big.
When I was 16;I hated being a teen.
When I was 22; I was full of enthu.
When I was 30; I was thirsty.
When I was 50; I wanted to be 20.
When I was 70; I wanted everything all over again.

Now I am 80 and realized;
Life is Now,
It is now what we have or who we are…

How much I wish….
I had known this before…

As a kid, I was scared of making mistakes.
As a kid, I was scared of the unseen.
As a kid, I was scared of being laughed at.

Scared at being ridiculed;
Scared of Losing….

Now I am eighty and I know;

It doesn’t matter
It doesn’t matter

No one bothers to laugh at you.
Even if they do it is not your business
The only thing that matters to you is:

Did you try
Did you work hard
Did you do your bit honestly.

How much I wish….
I had known this before…

How much I wish….
I had known this before…


Sonu Anand.

I can feel......

I can feel the wind blow,
full of pollution, full of hate,
full of jealousy, full of guilt.

Why do i feel the wind blow?

because it blows.

Why is the wind contaminated:

A reason is the vehicles, factories and all machinery excretes;

B reason is the black smoke that comes out of our hearts....
out of our human hearts.

hate, jealousy, guilt are all free products of our mind, our heart...

This makes the wind heavier.

Can this contamination be controlled,
Yes, it can be...
We may not be able to control machinery pollution,

but why not we think positive thoughts;
like love, sharing, forgiveness.

this will make our environment cooler and lighter.

Like how Baaji lives;
she is like all of us;

But the wind around her is lighter and cooler.
because of her positivity.

I wish her all the goodness and may her positivity remain intact

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAAJI"


Sonu Anand