no need for expression

less remains to be proven
less remains to be said
so less is going to be the number....

Shoonya

Life


What do I say in language that’s not my mother tongue. I have to because this language is ruling the world. My laptop doesn’t support my language my mother tongue Hindi. No I will not speak in the language that is my country’s official language. The reason being I’m not doing any official work. Infact, there is no official work for me.

Jeewan

Kya kahu main apne bare mein. Kya kehna chahta hu main… Kyu likh raha hu main…

Kyu zarurat padi mujhe mere apnee bhasha ki jise bhi main roman lipi main likh raha hu… laptop pe likhne ke baad aage ki baat apne diary mein Devnagri mein likhunga….

Pareshani….

Apne sapney ke peeche bhaagne se hone wali ….

Apne mann ki karne ke karan hone wali…

Apne dil ki sunne ke karan hone wali…

Apne alaash aur laparwahi ke karan hone wali..

Apne aazadi ki keemat chukane wali….

Apne tareeke, apne mutabik, apne hisaab se chalene ke karan hone wali…



Inn pareshanon se bachne ka kya; kya upaye hai…

Malum hai mujhe…

Inn saab ka bas ek hi upay hai….

Bina dare bas dil ki suno aur chalte raho….

Jeyo bas jeene ke liye,

saans lo aage badho, bas jeeyo, bina kisi umeed ke, bina kisi mapdand ke, bas chalo chalen ke liye….

Aasan hai kitna kehne…

Aasan kitna hai yeh sab padhna..

Aasan hai kitna yeh sab likhna

Aasan kitna hai yeh dusro ko batana

Aasan hai kitna uss bare mein sochna

Aasan kitna hai khwab mein apne ko waisa dekhna jaisa hum hona chahte hai..

Mushkil hai amaal karna..

Yehi hai pareshani …

Pareshani yehi hai meri..

Ki main jeena chahta hu bas jeene ke iye…

Chalna chahta hu bas chale ke liye..

Saas lena chahta hu bas saas lene ke liye…

Koi karan nahi chahta main apne hone ki

Karan zaruri nahi mere liye….

Kyunki karan hi saab kuch nahi hota …

Saab kuch; kuch nahi hota…

Main shoonya hona chahta hu…

Main shoonya hu aur wahi rehna chahta hu…

- Shoonya ( Sonu Anand)

had written for something it got rejected...

Get a dream; Believe in it;  it will do the rest for you.

For once I feel the title is enough to say what I want to, but I love to talk so I will. So, here I am writing.  It is so important to confront ourselves on about who we are. Believing in ourselves that we can be anyone we want to, with what we have in our armor. Many a times we won’t even have the armor but to accept that we can fight our journey to a dignified life. When I was a kid, I would question everything. I firmly believed I was trash and I became trash. Then I had a dream, it would run in my mind day and night my heart would long for it but I had no courage to confront that dream, believe in it and achieve it as I believed myself to be unworthy.

 One thing about dream is that it is a stubborn seed and it will grow to become a beautiful tree even in a desert. It doesn’t mind if you don’t water or nurture it, the dream won’t mind. Even if you give up on it, it will not give up on you. A dream is the best thing that can happen to anyone. It becomes the guiding light in the journey of life.

Once it happens the believe seeps in. Yesterday, I happen to see an animation film Kung Fu Panda.  Where the fat Panda is chosen to be a Dragon warrior, to his disbelief and others. How can a fat panda be a dragon warrior who can’t even catch his breath when he is walking up the stairs.stairs? But the point was that he was chosen, he had passion for Kung Fu. With the passion and love for the art he learnt it with time and when he was  handed  the dragon scroll containing unlimited knowledge only meant for the warrior. He found it to be blank. On introspection, he realized there is no secret ingredient for greatness, you just have to believe. And when he believed, he became the invincible Dragon Warrior.

It’s basic you need to believe you are what you want to be.  As in any sport once the player gets a feeling that he is going to lose he loses. So, It is important to be firm in your believe.  In the believing business believing in yourselfyou is the first step. No matter what you lack you can do whatever you believe in. Just give in the time for the seed to take shape of the tree. I once couldn’t speak in front of  anyone even those I knew but  with the believe belief that I am not a tortoise but a lion made me realize  I can, and I did, which made me a certified dreamer. Now, I just believe I can and I do. Don’t give space for doubt. You may have million of friends but your enemy is only one and that is you because unless you let, no one has the access.

One thing I want to add I have seen people who are taking support from their parents. There one point agenda is how to be on their ownindependent and sometimes what you want to achieve will be hard to get, just work on that, if you have support utilize it. Don’t keep thinking how you can free your folks rather think how you can achieve what is in your mind . Keep working because if you focus on freeing yourself you will entangle yourself more.  I speak by experience till I wanted to be on my own I would have to face the embarrassment of taking support again and again. When I accepted the support and believed fine lets work. I was on my own soon. Free. 

I read somewhere that the mantra for life follow three P’s -   be prepared, be punctual, be polite.

If all this is to preachy then man just chuck it. Do just this:  don’t give up on your dream as for living there has to be the passion of a dream.  As without passion you are better dead than alive.

If you have a dream!!! Good. If you don’t have, find something. I assure there will be one waiting to be discovered. So, let your heart lead you because I am where my heart is nowhere else. Listen to the heart as it is never wrong. Never. 

-          Sonu Anand

self importance

Every body thinks what they do or have to do, is the most important . If it's not done, earth will stop rotating on it's axis . Let everybody think that, They are  right ;)

Shut up!!!

You don't know what you can do...

So, please stop saying " i can't i can't"

PLEASE

Youths of today ...listen... listen... TO THE GYAN OF BLOODY past present and future..

Youths of today ....listen
bloody i am youth tooo......

i am under 25 or more than that  who cares but the truth is what ever

what matters
nothing matterss

all matters is you, do whatever you want to do.
 don't give a daaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmm
earn ,, eat feed yourself ..... have a place to live... nothing else matters

the only thing that matters is you

 live life like you want to live...
see things as you want to seee
do what you want to do...
be freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
freeeeeeeeeeeeeee
freeeeee from
bulllshit
and bull shit....what matters is YOU!!!!!!!
listen youth of today:
i am a youth too..... under 25 or more
it doesn't matter.....
 What is truth??????
the real truth
and the real truth is that
we are youth of today
& oldies of future.......

don't be a ****** (use ur favourite one)  and say when old, in our times, in our times, in our times

bloody hell youth of today live your life like you want to live
don't be jealous of the youth of future...
when an ghostly youth....
 like youth ghosts of past are of us now

live your life on your terms as
the energy, the will, the desire , the power:
 to the touch the infinite ....
won't come back once it goes...

as what goes goes ...
in terms of time...
it is irreversible truth...

as it is well said there are no ONCE MORE'S in real life...

live like you see yourself living
fight  for it; die for it
work hard for it... give yourself for it...

completely 100% percent... nothing less..
as anything else...
doesn't matter.... it really doesn't

do whatever comes to your mind

just do it!!!!!!! as they say say

but,
to ruin the party let me add
BE RESPONSIBLE...

AND LET ME ALSO ADDD.....

BULL SHIT!!!!!

indian bullshit or american or world bull shit or use earth here bull shit will be bull shit.....

what i mean to say is that if you care you are damned...
bull shit Don't care, don't think just live live live

 till you  live....

-SA

When i saw you smile 10 years ago....

When I saw you smile 10 years ago....
I had no idea of your importance in my life...
we met... we became friends.. we lost touch...
but the bond remained....
an invisible bond....
meeting you again... after a loooooooong time...
& deciding to spend the rest of my life with you...
seems so obvious now...

but it was not...
when i saw you smile 10 years ago....

Now, You have become my guiding light
Now, you are the glue that keeps me together...
Now, that beautiful smiling girl is the most important  person in my life...

But when i saw you smile 10 years ago
i had no idea;
that 8th may will become the most important date of my life too...

Today, is your birthday....
what can i wish for you...
i will like you to have whatever you want to have in this life....
I wish you always be happy with me...
i wish we be together like this forever and ever....

But Birthday girl i have a wish that you need to fulfill today.....
I want you to see the same smile always.....

As, When i saw you smile 10 years ago.

lots of love and  A very very Happy Birthday Dear.....

  PS: Written on special request of a friend for his fiance's birthday.

Sonu Anand